sagewhite (sagewhite) wrote in sadsupport,

To hell with SAD

We are in the last days of spring and about to enter summer.  You'd think I'd be happy, right?  We had a bad storm yesterday, caused massive damage and took a life.  The upshot is we now have very low, grey cloud cover.  I have been very flat all day and have started my anti-depressants again.  I'm seriously considering taking them permanently now.

I am so angry.  I live in Queensland, which is supposed to be a warm and sunny state most of the year round.  Last summer I was almost suicidal because we had no summer.  It was grey and rained the whole f@%# time.   Right now, its hard not to believe its going to happen this year as well.  I can't help feeling like I've been ripped off in a deal or something.  Stupid I know, but geez.  Its supposed to be sub-tropical here.  Where is it?  I'm feeling trapped as well.  I want to move further north to where I know its hot, but my partner won't move and I don't want to leave him.  So, I'm stuck.  I hate this.  I hate it.
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