Zero (isolatedhowl) wrote in sadsupport,

Early SAD?

Wow... it's August and I'm having symptoms already. I'm not sure if anyone else has the same symptoms but mine are like a heavy, sleepy feeling, where I just want to lay down and sleep or generally do nothing. I can feel winter moving forward, though no-one else seems to notice. As night falls, it makes me feel down and depressed. I WANT to like Winter, and Fall. I think Fall is such a beautiful season, I just wish I could get rid of my sadness and depression.

I hate having to struggle every year as winter approaches, gripping me and pinning me down. I long for Spring as soon as it hits, and this just seems to make it last longer. After a year out, this will also be my first year back to college, and I'm not sure how I'm going to cope. I need a light, but I can't afford it right now. I'm struggling emotionally, financially, and in every day life to overcome various illnesses.

I'm sure for the mini-rant, I just needed to post this somewhere where people might understand and I won't get the 'Why are you depressed?' or 'Cheer up' comments. I'm also a long-time lurker, first time poster, so hello all!
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